Damn, shopping yesterday freaking exhausted me. I don't know why. I wonder if I got some sort of cold or illness or something in the air cause I got SUPER LETHARGIC after.

Anyway I bought stuff! Mostly clothes :o (Sigh, I hate my body shape... it's so hard to find pants now!) I also got the second Godspeaker book (The Riven Kingdom), reading these is like candy!

And I bought Knights in the Nightmare, playing the tutorial is making me go "wat" with how stylus heavy the game is. This isn't a bad thing, but having to do all that dragging the wisp around WHILE DODGING BULLETS! Aieee! I'll get used to it, but it still amuses the heck out of me. I'll probably also get my butt kicked like I did with Rondo of Swords. (Sting makes evil hard games!)

It continues to be incredibly hot. x.x HELP. Actually, it's mostly humidity, so it's hot AND stormy, and I'm anxious about being caught in a thunderstorm cause the loud noise scares me. I need to try going out more though, and exercising more too, or I'll never get rid of the extra weight I packed on since last year. :/

I'm thinking of taking a walk for a bit because all I'm doing is sitting here clicking reload button. Need more to write or something. I could go and chat with people, I do have a handful of people who like to talk to me for whatever reason :P but instead I just want to sit and tell stories to people.

I'm even on google looking for RPoL alternatives because what would happen if RPoL shut down? ARGH! I'd go crazy or something. Or maybe I'd be forced to run my own RP forum like I've thought of doing for a while now.

And I guess I could play Sims 2 yet again, but I really feel like I need to be doing stuff that's NOT at the computer. Except right now I'm in yet another one of those crappy "can't get dressed, feel too fat/ugly" moments and I'm lagging because I can't find SOCKS.

But my eyes are too tired of reading/writing/playing on the computer. x.x I totally have no life. Also I started my period. So that at least provides a possible explanation to my really erratic mood lately. But I better hurry and get dressed before it's too late for me to walk before Dark Heresy game. :/

Also I ate too much these past couple days. :/ Grr, bad, etc. AND I should have exercised more this week but didn't.

I am realizing that just preventing myself from RPoL posting for days means I end up with one day of the week where I have WAY too much to catch up on. x.x Wednesday was just like that, and it really wore me out.

On the other hand I did get to play a lot of Sims 2. Which I mostly spent cleaning out my custom content, rearranging lots and families, and like, 10% actually PLAYING. Figures! Now if only I had that computer that exclusively runs Sims 2.

Though I had an even cooler idea with Sims 3, since you can walk into and roam whole neighborhoods in that game. I told Kalli I could set up a "virtual people aquarium" where I'd just build, make characters, then keep it running indefinitely and poke at it now and then to see how my people advanced. :D It's like Progress Quest! For Sims!

I'll write again when I'm not sleepy and my head doesn't feel like exploding. x.@

I slept around midnight-1 am and woke at 8 am. Normal sleep hours, whoa!

It was early enough that Jon and I could go take a walk, eat out for breakfast (mmm I had a 'crepomelette', with spinach and cheese, and fresh fruit and multigrain toast at Cora's) and poke around at the game shops.

Games that (still) need buying:
- Ar Tonelico 2 (PS2) (which as I said I have to order, arg!)
- The Dark Spire (DS) (I keep mentioning it, but it's 'cause I really want it!)
- Puzzle Quest Galactrix (DS)
- Also I'm interested in getting Odin Sphere, (Greatest Hits version) but it's kinda optional-ish.

And husband wants these:
- Ace Combat 4 (PS2, we saw it for really cheap used!)
- Street Fighter 4 (PS3, but for some reason it is IMPOSSIBLE to find the PS3 version right now!)
- Valkyrie Profile: Covenant of the Plume (DS)

Argh! I meant to write a post for the last several days but just haven't been able to find the words for it. It's been terribly long since I've posted anything, sorry. :x I just get exhausted about journaling after I do so much RPoL posting. It's like I've lost my desire to write about myself. o.O

I did want to mention a dream I had -- but it feels less important now to do so. (More about that later, though)

Again with the thoughts of returning to DR. Just in case people (this is mostly directed to other DR people) didn't realize it, I've actually canceled DR since late December. I would have to think pretty hard about it before renewing because the fee I paid per month was pretty hefty. Most of the time I think about it and just can't justify it any more.