Sanity low, hopelessness high...

I am going to take the next week to try and figure out my fate. Basically going to try and start the college app process despite the massive setbacks I'm still facing (no working phone number, no bank account, no health card and etc.) so I can at least have something I can feel is progression in life.

I may also be
- working on dice roller; with some suggestions from Kraken I am taking a slightly different and hopefully easier approach. But it also requires some AJAX... ewww. (And why does the name 'AJAX' even exist? I mean, AJAX = DHTML, pretty much.)
- putting up Paypal donation button. Money is needed. :(
- considering buying webspace based in Canada and actually starting up a low-pay web hosting service.
- playing Atlantica (Aemris @ Macedon server) and RPoL games when taking a break from work/responsibilities.

Hrm... getting on the sleepy side so let me just go through this quick. ^^ I played Panoply and 1890's game today. (Most of what I wrote in the last post was Saturday.) Both ran pretty short due to headaches, connection problems and such, but they still ran, and that's great.

(There's a bit later in the post about The World RP, too.)

I pulled an all-nighter (till 11 am) writing a huge document on the Prydaen race for the Order Talliska's in. Honestly, I don't even know if it's what the Speaker expected. o.O I just wrote what I thought was an appropriate document to describe the Prydaen race and customs in the light of the latest wave of hate/prejudice.

I did a crapload of research for it, too. I was already familiar with Prydaen customs, having played Talliska for years, but I wanted to make sure I got everything as right as I could make it. So I subjected myself to several hours of peering through the 37 pages of posts in the Prydaen race forums. o.O Well, a lot of it was interesting reading, and I did get some good stuff from the GM posts, so it was worth it. I'll post it here when I've got some sort of consent or approval from the Order, I guess.

Anyway, end result is that I'm exhausted (though oddly giddy) and I've got one, maybe 2 RPs to play tonight (definitely Panoply, maybe 1890's game since it was skipped last week), on top of prepping for Emberdays tomorrow. n.n Fortunately, I don't think the ED prep will take much time, I already have a good idea how it'll go. So I'm just going to try and get everything done and rest/sleep early.

My sis is coming really soon now! And there's lots of stuff (namely RP) that I'm doing before then.

Sunday: Wardragon and Panoply! Winning day :D
Monday: Emberdays. 2-3 minis, so might be a lil' draining.
Tuesday: Ex2 one-shot during the night hours, with Riezsa and Kiran!
Wednesday: ED - Iesan's intro, hopefully a conclusion. :/
Thursday: ...hrm! Maybe L5R, but I kinda have a feeling it won't run.
Friday: Helping Jon finish cleaning and preparing for my sister's visit!
Saturday: Sis flies in! Yay!

I just finished playing 1890's game, too. It was a good session. It's been VERY slow in coming, but I'm starting to get a feel for Clarissa, my Sidchar. The future visions thing, I think I can really work with. And her academic sorcery schooling. Hopefully I'll actually get to use some of her socials some day. ^^

Anyway, is bed times nao. I have RPs and Kalli fic-readings when I wake!

Including:
- Wardragon 40K... awesome beyond words.
- Panoply of Faith, first Exalted session ever run by Eni! Woo Eni \o/ (Plus a lot of ramble about my Panoply chara, Tashna!)
- Yesterday's 1890's game, which ran short but was still fun!

Also some (very) brief mention of ED and Soul Collectors.

Here we go with the RP summaries: