I'm entirely too lazy with web-content lately. :( I've nearly stopped having the urge to even mess with it. Though I'll have to do something when Drupal 7 comes out though. I may even reset the site at that point, mostly because I no longer like the way my tags are arranged... I need to redo that, AGAIN and it would be way easier to do if I just restarted.

Though I could possibly also just go through the tags and try to consolidate them. Arrrgh, laziness.

On the other hand, I am possibly setting up a DokuWiki for my RPoL games. But that's easy stuff, mostly pasted content from the forums. Still doesn't solve my problems with running Dynastic Moon, and the hours upon hours I take to write my RPoL posts lately. :/

Well, it's another Tuesday I'll have to procrastinate on. *sigh* On the other hand, Sims 3 comes out today!!111oneeleven

(This was actually written yesterday but I forgot to post it.)

Why oh why do they always release updates right after I've updated. Why~. I should just stop being stupid and automate already but I'm so nervous to let a script do my updating for me, for whatever silly reason.

I'm kind of inclined to just wait until Drupal 7 to come around though, since with the captcha and various brute force protections I'm protected enough.

The site itself needs a facelift but who knows when I will have time for that... or inspiration to work for that matter. Hard enough just to write for my games, and I've been repeatedly letting Selina down too. Doesn't make for helping me feel like I'm much of any worth, since I mean... what else do I do with my life?

Though, again on the Drupal side of things, I had to adjust my Views *again* because the block filter was broken. I swear, the people making the Date module keep screwing with how dates work. I have a feeling it'll get changed again, too, because there's still a lot of weird errors going on with it.

God, I'm just so worn out mentally right now. I can hardly think straight, and I have so many things to write. Nnngh. Mostly a couple character sheets (one is just number crunchy fortunately) and I oughta try to actually PREPARE a post for Dynastic Moon, to try to preempt yet another week of FAIL.

I don't know where all my time goes. I always feel like the days are too short. It takes me hours to write relatively short posts.

I am thinking that I'm going to seriously break down if I don't rest, due to the extreme writing fail I've had recently. Not just with DM, but also just in general... after doing Snow Tempest's sheet I've had an increasingly difficult time getting enough inspiration to write anything. (Makes me very sad because I have this Zenith concept I really, REALLY want to create. *sigh*)

After slacking on the updates for months, we're on Drupal 6.11. I ended up doing a few early birthday wishes in the event posts since I needed to test them again (why is it that every time I update there's problems with the date module, rar!)

I finally finished Snow Tempest's sheet which is probably the longest sheet I've written in FOREVER. I'm really happy with it. She's a Northern Lunar (white tiger totem) who's kinda a 'cerebral barbarian': a warlord with high Charisma / Intelligence who never got formal military training but is still a very effective, if ruthless, leader and troop trainer.

Snow's also pretty good at combat (Dex favored, celestial battle armor, Ess 6 warform...) I even got her Five Dragon Style to help with piercing through magitech armor. She's also taught it to her troops ,who include the likes of white tiger beastmen berserkers in demon-possessed gunzosha armor. Fun stuff. Did a lot of work on her manses too, including a fortress at the fringes of the North.

Jon's character in that game is loosely based on Mu La Flaga from Gundam Seed which we are now rewatching. (Eeeeee~ my fangirl heart thumps.)

Anyway, I need to be running Dynastic Moon in like, an hour or so. I hope I can make it work this time. :(

I am so freaking easily irritated lately. It really puts a damper on creativity, too.

Last night I ended up getting irritated at Wardragon running longer than it usually does. I hadn't eaten all day and I had PSU later so I was really grumpy at the time. It also bugged me because we were playing on Saturday which was (and may still be) ADoA time, and I got the idea in my head that people assumed it's ok to run later because ADoA always runs that late. The catch being that I'm not in that game any more -- I had to leave over a year ago.

Speaking of leaving games, I did that today on RPoL. I hadn't even been in the game more than a few days! It was just a small one though, a D&D game I made a cute lil' redheaded halfling rogue for.