archana/17

Kay, so I planned to run Iesan intro today, but I think I am going to bite people's heads off if I have to do ANYTHING TODAY except sit on my ass and play video games. Seriously. I don't want to go outside, I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to work on anything, I just want to *be alone*.

I'm pissed at myself for being this way today because I didn't want to delay Grey's entrance into Emberdays longer. But I'm still going to start Daran's party next week, even if Grey can't get Iesan's intro done this week. I know that for certain. I'm just too god damned pissed to ST today (and I had to schedule it today because Grey had stuff to do Wed-Fri). I am going to go CRAZY if I can't just take a day off for myself. Yesterday was bad enough... I was running for 10 hours, and by the end of it I was TOTALLY convinced that everything I was writing sucked. ARGH!

Oh, and on top of that, I'm starting to get *sick*. Feels like a cold. Anyway, it's just making me more cranky. =_=

I totally had 17 and Archana go on a beach vacation in Sims 2. For their honeymoon. Heeheehehee.

I even took screenshots. No, I'm not posting them, fortunately. :P I don't know how I can get any dorkier than making my RP chars in Sims 2 and getting them married. And devising some excuse to get 17 in little swim shorts. Really. It doesn't get worse than this! (Archa is wearing a white swimsuit, of course.)

Might be gone all today too, not sure. I'm lazy and I need more time alone.

I am also thinking about how stupid this blog is -- I feel ashamed of it, sometimes; I get this urge to chronicle my life and thoughts online, then think to myself... uh, WHY?

Today (yesterday, but eh, I haven't slept yet) I played Wardragon. Woooooo. I chose a good game to help me ease back into some RP, cause I really enjoy playing Archana... as I've often said. I don't know, she just has a presence to her I wish I had. I spent the large part of the last session trying to portray how Archana conveys this sort of resolute yet dignified demeanor without speaking a word.

Yet she also has her vices and her weaknesses. She is, like myself, fearful of being alone. Seventeen, she keeps her close and constant companion, in part because of that fear. He shares her bed, though her oaths forbid her to have sexual intercourse with him, and she has kept to this diligently. She realizes she rides the boundary of what her oaths allow, and Pasiap may very well show his displeasure one day, but there's a part of her that needs Seventeen there... needs to feel him physically close, needs him to remain loyal to her in every way possible.

I'll be back on Friday, as my announcement says *points to the upper right* Going to be in Montreal until then. See everyone when I am back. Maybe I will even post through my DS again. But I dunno. I'm nervous about the meeting(s?) I have in Concordia... this is the start of determining my chances for actually being admitted. *jitters!*

Also, special hugs for Selina cause she is awesome. :D <--Dark Siren chibi face

Bye!

P.S. I have this sudden Archana and 17 AU story idea to mull over now, too. Which will probably never happen, but it's half Spycraft, half MacGyver. Teehee. XD

I should be doing ED stuff, but right now I can't stop thinking how *awesome* writing this was, 'cause I usually play such compassionate chars. Ahhh, I love playing Archa! <3

P.S. Warning for violence. :O Not that bad, but I worry about people just randomly stumbling on my posts and getting disturbed by it.

Archana confronts Seventeen - a WD40K mini.

I was gonna play ADoA, but it didn't happen, so Jon and I played this instead. I really liked it, longwindedness and all. (I doubt anyone else would like it ^^; Jon and I envisioned this scene for months before we played it, so there's a lot in it... a lot of emotion that wouldn't make sense out of that context, I think.)

I also played for way too long. The regular WD40K session was just before this, after all (in which we got seriously Siderealed. MAN! I SO did not think Ai-Jie was a Sid!) Seriously, though, my butt REALLY hurts. I'm going to have to take a RP break for a day after Emberdays. I need some exercise. :P

I still have more stuff to write, too, though. x.x But I will finish that when I wake up (mostly scene setting for Lim/Garenth).

I think I'm really, really lazy today. I did take a few minutes to initiate the sim-chan.com domain transfer, though! Woo! :D In 5 days, when it's complete, I'll order the web server upgrade for darksiren.net, too. (It will cost me extra this month. ow. ;.;)

Character randomness:
- Alexsei, the Darwin Awarder. :D I always think that whenever he thinks of offing someone who's a bastard. XD "You do not deserve to to persist in this world, begone to the Wheel~" Actually, I've been poking Jon to make this image off a Monopoly board that says "GO TO LETHE" instead of jail. Teehee.
- Apparently Archana now has a criminal reform fetish. :D I shouldn't have to describe too much. 17 is an ex-convict after all. *whistles* I am amused how she's all high temperance, a warrior priestess and woman of principles, but totally, TOTALLY has the hots for this shady guy who was jailed in maximum security for 7 years for traitorous actions against the Solar Deliberative. XD XD

Damnit, and now I feel sleepy. x.x *snoooore...*

I was on IRC for quite a while yesterday, longer than I thought because Jon and I ended up finishing off that Grandquest mini along with playing in WD40K. And it didn't go badly at all... I mean, it really was quite tame. No one asking me weird questions or anything. I can even say I enjoyed chatting with Selina and Eni and Kraken again. (Though Lumi wasn't there that day. Aw... *hugs Lumi* come back next weekend at least! I'm very very sure Jon and I will be around then, and in some form of regularity after that.)