apology

Today is rather a mixed-bag sort of day. Tuesdays are usually my resting day, and I'd typically be spending time with Jon right now, or playing a day long Sims 2 session. But I'm sitting around online instead, for several reasons.

Interestingly enough, I've been getting in this habit of sending emails lately. I've been writing and replying many of the in the past few days. Funny that this would be a novel thing, but in the age of IMs and blogs, email is not as commonly used. Gmail, I think, is one of the biggest reasons why people ARE emailing more again, though. I actually think it's a good thing.

There are many people I've written to. Some are old friends. One is even a RL acquaintance. Another a new person I've met (and I know I'm not mentioning names, so it's all vague and oooo mysterious, but she's a RPer from Roleplay On-Line that wanted to try 'live' RP with me and Jon through OpenRPG.)

I feel emotionally exhausted...
Tomorrow is another day...
For now I am going to play some games until I can sleep.

I missed talking to Lumi much today, which sucked... I wonder if I sounded kind of snarky. :P I probably did, I'm rather short tempered right now. Sorry about that, Lumi. ;.;

Also I did at least get Selina/Ryshy scene done, and Lim and Garenth played. AND I wrote a Terrestrial spell for weather alteration, though I have to adjust it now... going to wait for Kraken to get back from his trip so I can discuss Col's suggestions with someone who is better at Exalted rules than me.

Oh! Here is Ryshy's spell list I wrote up recently, I think it's a rather fun mix:

That's something you have to remember when you're on the Internet. Words can be a weapon. And the people you interact with online are real people. So it's a good thing to think as carefully about what you write as you would think of what you speak in RL.

I thought long and hard about writing this, and I decided that I would, just not in any detail. I made a mistake not long ago, writing an entry that hurt and offended people I did not mean to attack. I was just thoughtless and unclear because I was writing something emotionally charged, and my words made it seem that the rant referred to those people. I have since corrected this, but it does not change the fact that I DID make a mistake, and I am sorry about it. These are the kinds of misunderstandings I strive to avoid online, but I'm not perfect -- as much as I wish I could be.

AIEE!! I JUST realized you made a comment on my holiday announcement and I missed it... by like... two weeks! And it's already past the holiday. I'm sooooo sorry. n.n!

Can I make it up to you somehow? I hope you didn't think I was ignoring you. I just stupidly didn't notice! Too much going on I guess! And the 404 messages are always spamming my Drupal admin console so I didn't notice comments elsewhere than my journal entries. *sniff*

By the way you CAN have my addy. Pleeease let me know where I can mail it to. ^_^;; And if you like mail me yours back... mebbe I can send you something too! Not like I haven't already lagged TERRIBLY on sending stuff to other people. (I'm just lazy like that!)