I'm so pathetic, and I'm going to write about it, because if there's one thing I can safely talk about openly in this mood, it's myself.

(Note: It gets rather repetitive, so don't bother reading unless you want to be bored to tears, or be amused at my terrible life and my useless whining about it.)

I just wish right now that I could've been normal. And I don't necessarily mean normal as in BORING, I just mean a normal adult, who has a job and can take care of herself. I don't necessarily need the college degree, but it would help. I just wish I earned my own money -- or believed that I could, anyway, since I can't work legally while I live here right now.

I speak of Crazy Aaron's Thinking Putty. :D This stuff is so much fun! I have a tin of it but I left it at my parents' place and lately I've been missing it.

The even dorkier part about this site is that the guy who created the putty (the one and only Crazy Aaron!) has a section of the site that involves putty experiments. Like playing with putty and magnets, making putty shatter, dropping huge blocks of putty from high buildings, using heat-sensitive color changing putty to prove the speed of light, and other stuff. I find the experiments deilightfully nerdy :D