7th sea

*kicks inspiration* I'm going to beat this thing! gotta... write... ED descriptions... o.o I actually ended up reading every. single. entry. on that Passive-Aggressive site in the meantime. Shows you how I am procrastinaty today! ;.; But, I've got two days to work. I'm poking at Daran's desc now. Stone-man! :D

I am going to be glad for next week (is my birthday next Weds :O) cause I'll have cleared out most of what needs doing by then. Well, I'll have my unnamed Inish-chick for Fiat's 7th Sea game and my profile for Steamworks to do, but the former is progressing at a rather slow pace (Fiat being busybusy and WoW obsessed) and the latter should really only take me a couple hours to sit down and write. I mean, I could write a profile like what Kalli put out for Asten in that much time. ^^; Just gotta work out some nitpicky details for my guy first.

Also, Fiats is not one for longwinded sheets, either, so that is good.

Ohgoshand! Jon surprised me with a copy of Mana Khemia. EEEE IT'S OUT. AND MINE. I have to doubly resist playing it or I'll never write. :O

Kay, so I planned to run Iesan intro today, but I think I am going to bite people's heads off if I have to do ANYTHING TODAY except sit on my ass and play video games. Seriously. I don't want to go outside, I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to work on anything, I just want to *be alone*.

I'm pissed at myself for being this way today because I didn't want to delay Grey's entrance into Emberdays longer. But I'm still going to start Daran's party next week, even if Grey can't get Iesan's intro done this week. I know that for certain. I'm just too god damned pissed to ST today (and I had to schedule it today because Grey had stuff to do Wed-Fri). I am going to go CRAZY if I can't just take a day off for myself. Yesterday was bad enough... I was running for 10 hours, and by the end of it I was TOTALLY convinced that everything I was writing sucked. ARGH!

Oh, and on top of that, I'm starting to get *sick*. Feels like a cold. Anyway, it's just making me more cranky. =_=

Lately I've been lamenting, oddly enough, the LACK of roleplaying I've been doing. You'd think I play more than enough, but I generally feel like I run more than I play and am starting to feel worn down from it. I want to PLAY more. :/ And I want to play in games with a regular time a week, rather than ADoA or W! which seem to be more of a "when everyone's around" sort of thing.

Besides the erratic nature of a lack of scheduling, those kinds of games are hard on me because sometimes I just want to go out because I want to GO OUT! and then get annoyed/upset/sad when I come back and find out I've missed out on a scene. I have a feeling that may even happen on Thurs, since I have no B&B on Thurs and want to spend some time out, but have no freaking clue whether Darkheart will be about or not. Siiiiigh.