Not really true. But I've been horrendously busy/distracted.

Earlier this week there was this whole fiasco with my brother-in-law coming to visit with his girlfriend during a time 1) we were TOTALLY not prepared for visitors, 2) I was HORRIBLY busy because I had a lot to do absolutely no time and energy to do it all.

Having the distraction of relative strangers in my home (I didn't know the girl at all, and my brother-in-law and I have the language barrier) completely destroyed any progress I would've had on my work. I was extremely upset about that, and at the idea that we were expected to put up with their presence on short notice because he decided he wanted to leave home on a whim. It wasn't even an emergency or anything so much as just... moving with hardly ANY plan of where to stay and what to do for the next few days.

After all that, my RPoL posting was pretty much thrown off COMPLETELY as well, as I couldn't get the energy to do that, either. I just kept getting more and more behind, more and more exhausted. Even doing work for the Order of the White Rose in DR was more wearing than I would have liked. :(

I won't make a habit of posting about this, I'm just in this facebook friend adding mood. n.n Send me an email if interested in me adding you to my friends list in Facebook. I'm still iffy about publicizing my RL name in relation to this site, so I am not putting the name of my account here. (Apologies to those of you with this on LJ RSS as it will be repetitive.)

On other news, apparently Drupal is now version 6.15. I SWEAR this always happens right after I update version. Argh! I'll probably procrastinate again and the same thing will happen with 6.16, too. *weeps* It never fails.

And now we are going to get groceries like we were supposed to yesterday. Gah, yesterday there was bank issues and we starved for like 24 hours. I know, not as bad as some people have it but man did it make me unproductive! Dark Siren needs food for writingz. :( But now we have lots of money and we're going to get some holiday treats and something nice for our private Christmas dinner (just the two of us. Yay!)

It's also gettin' really cold now! Hello winter! *brrrrr* Time to step out (I swear, like the first time in a week. :/ I know, I'm bad!)

I'm entirely too lazy with web-content lately. :( I've nearly stopped having the urge to even mess with it. Though I'll have to do something when Drupal 7 comes out though. I may even reset the site at that point, mostly because I no longer like the way my tags are arranged... I need to redo that, AGAIN and it would be way easier to do if I just restarted.

Though I could possibly also just go through the tags and try to consolidate them. Arrrgh, laziness.

On the other hand, I am possibly setting up a DokuWiki for my RPoL games. But that's easy stuff, mostly pasted content from the forums. Still doesn't solve my problems with running Dynastic Moon, and the hours upon hours I take to write my RPoL posts lately. :/

Well, it's another Tuesday I'll have to procrastinate on. *sigh* On the other hand, Sims 3 comes out today!!111oneeleven

Hrm... I've been doing the Festival of Air Banquet event at my Academy game. It's going fairly well. I even got someone doing NPC help. I feel bad though because everyone's so excited about posting and I don't know if I can always keep up.

My games are all that give me purpose or reason to do anything at all in a day, lately. It's like... all I can do with myself any more is write play-by-post. Everything else is too hard or not worth the trouble. I don't know. I should stop being this way, but it doesn't just stop because I think I should.

Doesn't stop me from feeling like a failure, though.

It seems like am losing at least one player from Five Coils, and while I am likely getting replacements for them (two already lined up) the circumstances have me rather frustrated.

One of the people leaving is someone I had really been looking forward to playing with on RPoL. His leaving bothers me not so much because of his reasons as because I felt like he was hoping for an "out" but guiltily waiting for me to give one. I would have preferred he just told me instead of dragging it on for weeks and weeks. It's not like I couldn't already *tell*. :/ But I suppose he was trying to give it his best shot despite that.