Finished Ziziri's sheet, accepted people into Outcastes on the Open Sea. Srsly that is all I did today. I stayed inside and I thought of nothing but my RPs and... I don't care, maybe I'm a nasty lazy slob that never goes outside but I actually felt *calm* for once.

Of course, now that that's all done, I know that the high I get when I'm working on stuff will go away and I'm going to feel horrible and hate myself again. And think about all that's wrong with my life and how I am powerless to change it.

(On another note, thank you Eni. That was very generous of you. Though no one else has donated... yet? D: so I don't really have enough for the upgrade. Ah well.)

I might have written something more profound right now, but I am so freaking tired. :( and my ear is starting to bug me again... why, I don't know, because I've been very careful about it lately, so now I wonder if I'm just going to lose hearing in my right ear and not be able to go to a doctor to get it looked at! woo! x.x who cares, anyway?