My absence... again.

It's MOSTLY related to Soul Collectors, and my frustration trying to plan for it and then procrastinating horribly.

So I'm throwing in the towel. :P

Not because I dislike Soul Collectors as an idea -- I still love it. And I intend to run it again one day. However, I think I need players with a similar playstyle to me. Players who'll appreciate my descriptiveness, because I prefer writing paragraph(s) long descriptions, actions and interactions than trying to keep up with fast paced oneliners. I want my players to at least *try* to stunt regularly, if not all the time.

I didn't start this thing to have a chat RP. :x And honestly, agonizing over my lack of inspiration was KILLING me. I've been horribly depressed, unmotivated to go outside, eating irregularly, etc. I just... don't want to deal with that any more. Not for a GAME.

SO! SC will have to rest. If it does arise again, it will be by invitation or request. I don't know who would be interested in Soul Collectors 2.0, though. n.n Anyway, I won't be reviving it until I'm settled in Montreal, so that ought to be... August? ish? If at all. :O Though it'll still have an every-other-week schedule, or end up a PbP game.

Speaking of PbPs -- I'm probably going to put some of my leftover energy into trying to start an Exalted one now. :D Because I think they are more my speed. I know that I can count on a Kraken and a Jon to play~ which makes me happy! I just need to come up with a concept. I mean, I COULD just recycle SC and make it my PbP, but I feel a little sour about SC still... so I'm not sure.

I can only say this: I'm glad I pulled the plug early instead of late. B&B was a big mistake for that. I'd rather have wasted weeks than months of my time.

Still, it was a bit of a waste. I feel like my ST reputation is taking a major hit. =_= But it taught me that I'll just have to be even more selective with my player base. I experimented with branching out to other groups, and found good players as well as not-so-compatible ones, and my decision here is one of the fruits of that experimentation.

Anyway, that said, I'm going to play PSU tonight (woo new mission~) and I probably won't pop up on IRC till the weekend. I'm just not in the mood to talk! *shrugs* Incidentally, not running this Sat also frees me for a DR meeting at 6pm for the Order of the White Rose (and no. It won't interrupt 1890s game time.)