I kind of feel like being left alone...

I am probably just feeling worn out from all the "work" (ha!) I've been doing. Bleh...

I guess it's the feeling that I worked hard on something but am not sure it's really going to go anywhere. Well, it's not like I don't have players for Soul Collectors. I could even try to hack it with 3 players, if that's how it goes... but somewhere along the way my hope and enthusiasm started fading. It's probably just a temporary (I hope) depressive phase, but right now I can only think that I have no energy for anything.

It's a nice, warm day outside and I just want to go and fall back in bed and not care about anything. Or maybe play more DR... I mean, at least my DR life has been going okay. :P I probably spent a good amount of yesterday logged in, in fact, though most of it was training Talliska.

Then again, I'm wondering whether it will stay that way. I wish Prydaen hate would stop as much as the next decent person, but honestly? The best way is probably to educate the younger crowd so they don't listen, not by calling the perpetrators out, trying to debunk and/or threaten them publicly. All that'll do is reward you with a post on some DR hate board somewhere saying you're a retard and laughing at your expense. You can't win directly with people like that.

It's just like that one saying, usually for online forums... "Don't feed the trolls"? Heh. They're just getting their lulz through an online game. The only "win" is to ignore them so they get no pleasure from it -- so the focus ought to be to get as few people as possible to react openly, by teaching them that what the haters say is nonsense.

Anyway, I've been given an "assignment" to put together some Prydaen knowledge, which should not be very hard... I said I'd do it on the weekend, though. And I probably will. Just hope I won't be expected to play Talliska all openly militant about opposing Prydaen hate. Bleh. I'd rather train her to combat the undead, which is kind of the turn that she's taking now that I'm having her worship Tenemlor.

Hrm, but I will probably spend the majority of the day playing Sims 2. Just in the mood for it. :P I went and downloaded a bunch of custom content recently, yet again! so I want to check it out. :O I could probably even script DR in the background, since I can multitask with Sims 2 now. >.>

Just don't really feel chatty. Well, at least I've postponed Soul Collectors, because I'm STILL waiting to see whether people will hand me completed sheets. After today though, I'll probably have to go and look for players elsewhere. Where, I don't freaking know. =_= As it stands I probably have to delay the start of SC at least a week and a half, and maybe by then NO ONE will be interested. *sigh*