Anime

...and I had a great meal (mmm, calamari, and linguine al vongole... yeah, I like my seafood). We came back with a 6 pack of Guinness and I am probably going to get buzzed, haha. Go Asian alcohol tolerance! :P

I also bought the Anima: Beyond Fantasy RPG book. I'm actually really excited about trying it. I've had my eye on this book for a little while now and I think it may be even better suited for Reborn Again (with a little fudging of course, since it's more fantasy than modern, and would need some race additions possibly). Even if not, I think I like the system/setting enough that I might like to run it for some other original concept.

It's a game that has an anime feel, but isn't anime from the foreign fan's point of view, which is kinda what stuff like BESM and Exalted feel like now and then. (Exalted, to this day, names Ninja Scroll as an inspiration, and that makes me VERY VERY sad. Ugh.)

I'm feeling this strange mix of elation and self-disgust right now. It's probably because I'm 1) totally sleep deprived (let's see, I slept from 7-10 am), 2) had some ice tea and a few fig newtons so I'm all sugar high, 3) on sinus medicine (though that kind of faded, I think it's wearing off)

I really want to hide away, lately... I just feel sad that I spent an entire day doing nothing of note except write a freaking character profile. I'm not much in the mood to deal with people, even online. I even feel dumb cause I mailed Eni's mom back to give some message to Eni and realized "wtf I'm repetitive, she must think it's annoying" :P though I did hear the surgery went well I'm happy about that at least!

and again I have to consider Emberdays... but I just feel this lack of belief in it :/ it's really just slipping away from me... oh but on the positive side, and this is totally dorky and NOT at all to do with RL either (cut for spoilers if you care about Gundam SEED)

There are sometimes images that can evoke strong reactions in me, no matter how long I go without seeing or remembering them.

I had a moment like that a couple days ago that I wanted to write about, because it actually stunned me for several minutes and stuck with me until I went to bed that day.

[TMI - pretty squicky :/ involves a great deal of talk about vomiting, and some mention of non-consensual sexual fantasies.]

We finally got 'net set up here today. Sheesh, took a while. The cable guys had to actually drop a wire from the rooftop, drill holes through our walls, and staple the wire along our ceilings. And it took 'em a few days to figure out how.

We don't even have PHONE yet. n.n On the other hand, I did hear from Kalli, today!! Turns out her phone just wasn't working at all where she moved. *sadface* BUT she ended up moving in with her uncle who has net access. :O So it looks like I'll get to see her now and then online when her uncle's girlfriend isn't using her comp. This is very awesome!

I have a lot to write about but I'll have to do it later. Going to take a walk (I've been exercising lately!) Let me tell you, Montreal is such a relief for me... there's stores open till 9 pm or even later over here, every day! It feels more like where I *used* to live, but it's different. It's amazing how truly bilingual it is here, too.

Oh and check out my status. I'm playing FF12 again! GASP! And I finished watching Gundam Seed. I want to watch more Gundam series now. n.n

[TMI warning: Themes of abuse, graphic descriptions of sexually demeaning fantasies, etc. The really graphic parts are labeled.]

It's raining outside...
storming actually.

I started my period. I haven't even packed yet. =_=

I ended up caught in some sort of depressive phase before I went to bed because sis was talking to me about... a certain member of my family, and I just...

...

So here is my app for theworldrp. The character is Juri Arisugawa from Revolutionary Girl Utena.

Seriously, I have no friggin' clue if I did this right. I also ended up editing my second post like... 5 times. I hope that doesn't end up spamming the mods' inboxes. Ah well I guess it'll just earn me some private ranting at my stupidity or something. Beeehhh... well, here it is.

P.S. I've been reading Death Note manga, Kalli dumped the whole thing on me. o.o So now I know about Light, L, etc!

P.P.S. I have a sekrit~ I know of someone who wants to join the RP also and is considering a char right now. Aahahah I won't tell who.

Well, no luck on not sucking at Emberdays. On the other hand, Jon and Grey made a really great end to their scene together on their own. That was nice to see, even if I couldn't contribute to it.

I have some idea why I'm stuck on the party posts right now, so I think I can figure something out by Friday. But that's on top of also needing to plan for Soul Collectors, maybe finish up Iria Sorne's sheet (though I don't think I'll NEED to for the first session) and...

Oh, yes. I decided on who I'll apply at for theworldrp, it's Juri Arisugawa from Revolutionary Girl Utena. When I mentioned it, at least 3 people gave me some form of "YAY!" so I guess that partly inspired the choice. I've been poking at some sites to jog my memory on her characterization, now.

Hrm... getting on the sleepy side so let me just go through this quick. ^^ I played Panoply and 1890's game today. (Most of what I wrote in the last post was Saturday.) Both ran pretty short due to headaches, connection problems and such, but they still ran, and that's great.

(There's a bit later in the post about The World RP, too.)

A couple of things, actually.

Well, yesterday, I finally heard from Manze about the Prydaen document I wrote, and he was pretty impressed. I'm happy that the all-nighter I pulled was worth it.

Apparently he wants Talliska to be the Order's Race Sage for Prydaens now. I told him it amused me, because Talliska so doesn't think of herself as the teaching type. But I didn't outright refuse. After all, I DO feel like I know Prydaen culture backwards and forwards after all the research I did. ^^;

Also, yesterday night (today), I created this: Iyadali Waveshorn. It's an Exalted 2nd edition character sheet for a Roleplay Online game. Young Solar exalts, +10 bp more than normal, blah blah.

So, Kalli wrote me a late birthday present. :O

It's a ficlet! It also so happens to have some yuri in it. ^^ (Winry/Sheska, from Fullmetal Alchemist. Thooough, it also implies some Ed/Al -- yaoi AND incest, whoo -- as it follows the events of her other FMA fic, Agapē.) The dedication she wrote in the beginning is *really* touching, too... I truly appreciated it. Never thought I'd say "YAY my friend gave me yuri as a present." XD

Anyway, all that babble aside, here is the fic: Treading on Dreams. OH and both fics I just linked are FMA-spoily so beware!

Following on the odd and unexpected incest theme is this lil IRC log from a few hours ago that amused me. XD (I'm Mieu, and Minna is my RL sister, just so you understand).