Fanworks

Okay so I have a sinus headache, I'm pretty sure that's what it is now. And it sucks. :( Eni and Selina talked about saline rinses and I was all "nuuuuu don'wanna." The idea of sticking liquid in my nose voluntarily boggles my mind. Makes me think I'm making myself drown. x.x

On the other hand, it's neither tolerable nor realistic to have this kind of chronic pain long term. So either the meds I get tomorrow help or it's salt water for me. D:

What else... uh. I totally blanked on what I wanted to write about. I've been sitting here with Kalli, coming up with amusing DR pairings. I got her to start writing Tiv/Kssarh (for srs!) and she just can't stop. Now she's tempting me into writing another pairing that, my god, would get me burned on the stake for considering. :D So it is a sekrit!

I started yet another version of my tag reform, but it's not finished, and I'm too tired to work on it now. n.n Also, RPoL was down for most of today. :( :( My RP fix!! So I hope to get much tag-sorting and RP posting after my errands for tomorrow are done!

So, Kalli wrote me a late birthday present. :O

It's a ficlet! It also so happens to have some yuri in it. ^^ (Winry/Sheska, from Fullmetal Alchemist. Thooough, it also implies some Ed/Al -- yaoi AND incest, whoo -- as it follows the events of her other FMA fic, Agapē.) The dedication she wrote in the beginning is *really* touching, too... I truly appreciated it. Never thought I'd say "YAY my friend gave me yuri as a present." XD

Anyway, all that babble aside, here is the fic: Treading on Dreams. OH and both fics I just linked are FMA-spoily so beware!

Following on the odd and unexpected incest theme is this lil IRC log from a few hours ago that amused me. XD (I'm Mieu, and Minna is my RL sister, just so you understand).

I was going to spend tonight working on Rosalia's sheet, but once again, I was thwarted. :/ Deadlines and weariness aside, friends > RP and I really wanted to be there to talk.

I've seen with my own eyes, and lived with my own experience, how much damage depression can do to a person's life -- and sometimes, the lives of others, too. I understand all too well the self-destructive urge, but I have the wisdom of many years of self-analysis and a husband who just never quit when it comes to making me face the *truth* of my condition. I honestly consider myself lucky that I've had these years to think about myself and what's really wrong with me. Many people with my condition never get that far -- they only continue to blame themselves, and believe that everything that goes wrong in their life is their just desserts.

I've got a lot of dust in my nose now. n.n;

We moved around some stuff to make more room in the apartment. I have this wall now to the right of me and it makes me feel kind of claustrophobic. I dunno why it bothers me, really, it's just a wall. o.O And there's a window a little behind and to the side of me, it's just curtained. Eh, the mind is a weird thing.

Tomorrow I'll probably be out all day. Going to go with Jon to buy some new bedsheets for the futon and a curtain to separate (gah, why do I always spell that word wrong) the two parts of our apartment, since there isn't a door between the two rooms. Also need other stuff. Like... hand soap, and feminine products. I started my period so I spent a lot of today grumpy and tired.

Oh, also, I read / beta-ed more of Kalli's Fullmetal Alchemist fic! It's quite good, and it got me watching FMA again, too. YAY~ I have been talking to her about how I want to do a writing project that is separate (that word again =_=) from RP. I just don't know what to write, really. I'm pondering getting into drabbles, at least to start! But, that's something to think about for later.

My sis is coming really soon now! And there's lots of stuff (namely RP) that I'm doing before then.

Sunday: Wardragon and Panoply! Winning day :D
Monday: Emberdays. 2-3 minis, so might be a lil' draining.
Tuesday: Ex2 one-shot during the night hours, with Riezsa and Kiran!
Wednesday: ED - Iesan's intro, hopefully a conclusion. :/
Thursday: ...hrm! Maybe L5R, but I kinda have a feeling it won't run.
Friday: Helping Jon finish cleaning and preparing for my sister's visit!
Saturday: Sis flies in! Yay!

I just finished playing 1890's game, too. It was a good session. It's been VERY slow in coming, but I'm starting to get a feel for Clarissa, my Sidchar. The future visions thing, I think I can really work with. And her academic sorcery schooling. Hopefully I'll actually get to use some of her socials some day. ^^

Anyway, is bed times nao. I have RPs and Kalli fic-readings when I wake!

Ah yes. First I should say, Jon and I will be out today. We need a break after our long, LONG character creating process, I think. So if we're scarce online or not there at all, now you know why. Gonna just go out, relax, maybe snap some pictures for the gallery, and come back to play some video games, just him and me.

Now to detail the last couple days...